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[ Last time needed to be brought up even if no one wants to talk about last time since last time was nice and he'd like more of that. ]

...Me neither.

[ He paused, his hand moving closer to hers until his fingers were against hers. The lump in his throat moved down and became a knot in his stomach. He was nervous, more than any time before he went on a mission or before his first time out on the field. ]

If you're okay with stumbling through all that with me, with your powers and my...myriad of issues, then I'd...[ Deep breath now. ] I'd like to see what the future could bring with you...for us.

[Shiho has never felt as nervous as she does when he pauses, when he admits that he didn't want to start this with lies either. It seemed too good to be true, too simple, too precious and she doesn't know how to look at him.

His fingers are within reach, about a breath's distance from hers.]

If... I wasn't okay with it, if I didn't want it... I wouldn't be here. I want to see it too. The kind of future we could have together.

[And with that she very gently links one finger around one of his, barely touching.]

...we started this off sitting a bit far away from each other, huh?

[ The know unwound but he still couldn't relax, how could he? His blood rushed through is veins with relief and excitement. It seemed to good to be true when she spoke those words, he didn't deserve that kind of happiness.

Though, he is also aware that one day he will have to tell her everything, whether he wants to or not. She deserves to know who he really is, and if that future of theirs should be be brief or not. But that's for another day.

He linked another finger around hers then moving closer, a smile tugging on his lips. ]

I guess we did.

[Shiho was willing to wait for him to tell her one day. For now, they could take things one step at a time.

She smiles when he links their fingers together and gently moves to lace their fingers.]

Then... should we fix that? [Shiho moves closer too even though there's still a slight distance between them since they're sitting on separate chairs. But she gets as close as she can, her chair beside his, her arm against his.]

Too bad you don't have a couch, huh?

[ He chuckled as a smile swept across his face. ]

I swear when I get enough Chroma or demichroma, I am getting a better apartment. One with more space - [ He leaned against her, the familiar sensation of moonlacing slightly more apparent. ] - and a comfy couch.

[ For snuggling and other things. ]

You could also sit on my lap, if you'd like.

[ He says with a grin, half joking and hoping to just tease her a bit. Things got a bit too serious, a little dark for him, and that should all change. ]

[Shiho is tilting her head to tuck it against his shoulder in order to amplify the feelings of moonlacing, happy to snuggle here just like this (though the mention of a couch does sound really nice) when he makes that last statement.

A blush blooms on her cheeks and she peers up at him, aware that he is definitely close enough for her to kiss and knowing through their hand-holding that he's trying to tease her. And definitely succeeding.]

Am I sitting on your lap because there isn't a couch, or are you just trying to get a head-start on making all that Chroma, hm?

[ He chuckles as she blushed and he in turn did too, but not from embarrassment but from the way she look. He raised his other hand and lightly brushed her cheek with his thumb with a bright smile on his face. ]

I actually just wanted to see your other expressions.

[ His assessment: 'Definitely very cute'. ]

[....A smile really does suit him, she thinks as she leans into the touch of his finger on her cheek.

Then he goes and starts thinking that she's cute and while she knows she's cute it's different to hear it directly from him with psychometry. Her heart is definitely beating too fast and she squeezes his hand even as her gaze darts away, flustered.]

Th-That's-!

S-Since when have you been so smooth?

I have my moments.

[ He says with another chuckle while returning the squeeze. ]

You don't like it?

[ And back to the teasing he goes. ]

... I never said that.

[If anything, she's rather weak to his teasing.]

[ 'I'm glad then.' he thinks before quietly leaning in to give her a kiss on the cheek. At this point, his apprehension to relationships had burst in some places. Perhaps if he were back home things wouldn't have ended up the way they have but, then again, what does he know.

It's like what Chevalier always told him, 'love works in mysterious ways'. Though he always said that before they went to go try and pick up girls so the meaning was a bit lost in translation. ]

[In many ways, Shiho can empathize with those feelings. Of trust, and companionship, of being deeply in a relationship and wanting it to work. She feels her heart thrill a little when he leans in to brush that chaste kiss to her cheek and she blushes.

This is their first kiss now that they'd decided to be honest with each other and more than anything... she wants to answer his honesty. She squeezes his hand then leans close, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek in return then takes it a step further with a kiss to his forehead.]

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[ The kiss makes him feel warm and brings a wide smile to his face. These feelings were familiar in a way but alien at the same time. It'd been so long since he felt this way or felt anything for another person, if he could be honest he though that side of him had died so to feel it now is more than just pleasant. It made him hopeful.

He leaned in and kissed her lips gently, no lust or heat, just the simple desire to show how she makes him feel so much. They were just at the starting point now and bound to experience more, feel so much more, and the thought makes him anxious and excited. He almost feels normal again. ]

[The one biggest and most important distinction of their current kisses and what draws Shiho to them and to him is that they are making a conscious choice. Not influenced by the moons and not just because it feels good to kiss. Because they want to.

That is enough to have her giggling as he leans in to kiss her on the lips. The expression in her eyes is soft, her heart luminously warm. She gives his hand a squeeze and steals a quick, affectionate kiss of her own.]

[ He joins in the giggling as Bishop cups her face, stroking her cheek with his thumb before parting their lips and lingers just inches away from her face. There was no whining need to keep their lips locked, no painful incomplete feeling as he pulled away, just beauty and radiance of the moment with her. ]

Shiho...

[ He whispered. He had nothing to say, he just wanted to say her name, feel it roll of his tongue. It's funny how the little things suddenly hold so much meaning and can have such a sway on him. ]

[There's no urgency to the way they part, just a sense of completion, of something right, something that is here to stay.

And she loves the way he says her name, the syllables so sweet that she can't help but smile.]

I'm here. [The tip of her nose nuzzles against his as she parts her lips to try it out too:]

...Bishop. [Laughing in pure joy, she presses her forehead to his and repeats it, softer, warmer.]

Bishop.

I'm here.

[ He closed his eyes from comfort and could almost feel himself drift away. It was a bit bittersweet when she said his name, and it shouldn't have mattered but... ]

Could you do me one small favor?

[ There was a bit of fear, there always is, but he wanted this. Needed this. ]

When it's just the two of us...can you call me by my original name?

[ He open his eyes and meet hers, unaware he held his breath now. ]

Could you call me "Sam"?

Of course.

[She felt that touch of fear and she wanted nothing more than to soothe it so she patiently waits for him to put his request into words and when he looks at her she smiles.]

Sam. [It suits him, she thinks and if he needs it, she's happy to call him by that name as much as she needs to.]

[ He took in a large breath of air as her voice and his name reverberated through him. The emotion he fells after being called that after so long is strange. He couldn't quite describe it or even pin if it was just one emotion or a multitude of emotions merging together.

Regardless of whatever it is he didn't dislike it, at least not when it comes from Shiho. His smiles returns while his eyes softened and he just stared into her eyes for a moment before giving in to the effect they had on him, leaning in once more and kissing her.]

[His emotions are a lot to take in at once, but she's happy to let them wash over her regardless, to let him find his path and come to her with a smile. She likes the way he looks into her eyes, his gaze softly drawing her in until there's barely a breath of space between them.

Until he leans in further and he's kissing her once more. With a shivery sigh she kisses him right back, reciprocating the motion and sliding one hand to his cheek, her thumb stroking gently along his skin.]

[ He smiled into the simple but mesmerizing kiss making it harder to pull away and so tempting to continue. But he knows better than to rush, to be carried away by temptation, there'll be other times when giving in would be appropriate. ]

It's so hard to resist kissing you.

[ He says briefly between two kisses. ]

Hm... you say that like it's a problem. [Also it's not like he's resisting very much and that has her trying her best not to giggle again, leaning in to nuzzle the tip of her nose against his before she steals a kiss of her own.]

...Although, I did promise Kaoru-chan I was going to be back eventually.

Mmmm...eventually.

[ If he could, he would just keep her here but given the mentioned lousiness of his apartment even he honestly doesn't want to stay here. The name she mentioned though does ring a bell, but it couldn't be the same girl with the weird pickup line.

...

Nah it couldn't be. 'Kaoru' isn't exactly a rare name and there's a fair amount of Japanese people here as far as he can tell. It's probably just a coincidence. ]

Can I walk you back?

[ Also stealing another kiss. ]

[Shiho wouldn't mind being kept here since while the apartment is bare, it's also very clean and she likes that. But if she did stay too long then Kaoru might worry.

Right now though, she's returning that kiss with a soft hum.]

When I want to go, you can. [But for now she's clearly in no hurry.]

[ He nods before resting his forehead against hers and then holding her hand tightly, enjoying the momentary silence and calm he's feeling. ]

Have you always had this power?

[ The moment allows him some clearer thought, curiosity bubbling to the surface. Her power was intriguing as it was frightening. ]

I've encountered others in my world with the same ability, but it always seemed to vary though the method is the same.

[ Invade targets mind and see what you get, sometimes it wasn't helpful and mostly just a hint or a vague idea of the desired outcome. ]

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