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[ Her response made him feel relieved. The fact she read his mind and his intent so clearly conveyed made him happy because half the time, he can't understand his own emotions. Save whenever something upset him, those are the ones he's most familiar with and always so clear cut. ]

"Us". [He says with a big smile as he wipes the tears from her eyes. ] I like that. I like it alot.

[ He embraces her again and kisses her brow. He never thought he'd ever get something like this, something that can be exciting, troubling, motivating, and happy all at the same time. He always thought it'd just be bullets, blood, and carnage until the end of days but now, now he's hoping the end never comes.

'I wish I could bottle this moment and keep it with me all the time' he thinks as he squeezes a bit tighter while the feeling in his chest grows brighter. ]

[It's so very reassuring that her powers could help him, even a little bit and that has her tearing up again so thank goodness he's wiping her tears away.

She likes the sound of "us" too. She likes the way he smiles at her, the tender way he touches her and she presses herself into his embrace, eyes closing as he kisses her forehead. Shiho had always hoped she could have something like this. Something supportive, gentle, accepting. The very opposite of what he thinks his end might have been, what her end might also have been on a certain timeline.

Her hands move to wrap around him, pressed to his back as she holds on tighter.]

I'm not going anywhere. We'll have more moments like these. Exactly like this. I'm here.

[ If his smile got any bigger his face may be stuck like that for a few days. Good thing people know him to always be smiling, though he wonders if he can pull of the 'I'm just in a good mood' for that amount of time. ]

Yeah...

[ The little voice of reason in his head was quiet for good while now, but now it reared it's ugly head. ]

Although maybe not exactly like this. Hopefully in the next few months, I'd have a nicer apartment.

[That earns him a little giggle, her hand soothing against his back.]

A nicer apartment isn't necessary, you know.

[But she does appreciate the effort and though her smile is still a little watery she leans in for a gentle, affectionate kiss.]

There, my donation to your apartment fund.

Thank you very much.

[ That giggle tickled him pink. A little surprising, but he thinks as long as it's from Shiho even the little things will do that to him. ]

Though I think you'll be donating so much to buy at least half of the apartment.

[ And following her lead, he returns the gentle kiss with one of his own. ]

[That little bubble of happiness has her smile widening further against his lips, her own heart feeling lighter, any trace of shadow, of doubt and sadness soothed over in that moment with just that. Her eyes are brighter, not with unshed tears but with a luminescent happiness when the kiss ends.]

Will I? Enough to buy half of an apartment? [A short, soft laugh and then she reaches up to brush his cheek with a finger.]

You haven't even taken me on a date, yet.

True. Let's correct that then.

[ His hands slide down her arms until he takes both her hands and help Shiho up as he stands. ]

Let's go out right now. Celebrate. Let loose. Maybe even have a few laughs along the way.

[Shiho lets him help her up and as soon as they're holding hands, she carefully squeezes his fingers, smiling.]

Okay. Let's go. [Thank goodness she's already dressed cutely enough for a date!]

Where do you want to go?

[ He turned his gaze upward to think. He knows that if he kept looking at her he'd never be able to think of something.

Definitely somewhere on level one and two for date spots. The PrismaPlace would be the convenient, shopping, food, and all sorts of entertainment but that seems kinda lame for a first date. He really should have paid attention to Natsumi when she talked to him about fads and trends instead of just half listening. Why is his head only filled with tactical vantage points, escape plans, locations in Caihong where he can skulk around in the dark, and other crap like that? He just wants to take her somewhere nice and get to know her. 'Dammit, brain.'

A good idea, or at least the start of one. ]

How about we take a stroll through the groves, then dinner at the Crystal beach? I know a shortcut and a nice place there.

[ He's confident in his choice of restaurant, and the groves has a bunch of stuff they could check out together along the easy trails. 'Good job, brain'. ]

[Shiho doesn't look through his memories but she can definitely see his thoughts, especially when the moonlacing from holding hands is fueling her psychometry.

It's endearing that he thinks she wouldn't have liked to visit tactical vantage points, or to know where likes to skulk in the dark. But it's also endearing that he wants to take her somewhere nice so she just patiently, cheerfully waits for him to figure out where he wants to take her on their first date.

'Good job, brain', indeed.]

I love the sound of that. I'll just let Kaoru-chan know I'll be a bit late coming home today and then we can go.

[She can't hide the smile on her face nor the butterflies she feels in her stomach though.]

[ He was nervous too but high he's getting from their moonlacing overpowers those queasy feelings. ]

Right. Then let me go grab -

[ Stopped short by the items at the corner of his eye. The disassembled gun. He pondered for a moment if he should take a few minutes to build and holster it but, he also didn't want to look or feel like he was ready for combat. No, he'll forgo bringing the gun. Tossing a dry cloth over it should be more than enough to keep everything in place. ]

-...I'll just get my coat while you tell your friend.

[Shiho is kind of reassured that he's as nervous as she is, though? It's a first for her to be going on a date that she truly, truly wants to go on (and isn't just going for the sake of free tickets/food).

She already has her communicator up when she sees him stop then turns, following his eyes to the gun.]

...Do you need help putting it away? [...also she might have a taser in her purse anyway??]

[ He gave one last glance at the gun he's carried through most of his career, how it fits so well in his hands, the weight of the recoil when he first fired it, how he steadily got used to power it carried. Then he looked at Shiho then her hands and found that more than a trigger, he'd like her finger around his and her hand to fit in his. ]

...No. It's fine. I'll put it back together later.

[ It made him just a touch blue, but he didn't need a weapon for what lies in store. Not for today at least. ]

[Shiho would have pointed out that he has two hands though. Even if his thoughts are cute and she finds it too endearing. After all, she can empathize with needing a weapon at hand at all times.

But also can empathize with... not wanting to have it at hand some times.]

...Okay.

[So Shiho makes the call.]

[ He's quick to retrieve his coat and linger a little to give her some privacy when she made the call, and a moment to process things. A relationship, romance, and a sense of normalcy. The reality of it is still pretty amazing. He wondered how the people he's left behind would have reacted? 'Yuka-nee was always trying to set me up with someone but...'

He couldn't help but chuckle. He tries not to think about them too often to keep the melancholy at bay but, for now, he'll entertain these ideas. He's much to high to be brought down by anything now. He waits quietly for Shiho, watching her and just listening to her voice. ]

[Shiho is definitely very animated when she speaks to Kaoru. They are, after all, best friends and have been since they were five years old. There's a lot she'll let Kaoru get away with saying that she wouldn't let anyone else say to her.

With an embarrassed huff after the conversation, she turns off the communicator to go and slip her arm around his.]

That Kaoru-chan!

[ He doesn't know exactly what was said but he does have an idea. Friends, what are you going to do? They say things. ]

That went well. Let's go.

[ He says with a smile while heading out the door, properly locking it behind them before leaving the building. ]

It sounded like you're friend was happy for you.

[Kaoru is Kaoru, and Shiho wouldn't have her any other way. She curls her fingers, resting her hand against his jacket as she walks with him.]

Of course it did and why wouldn't she be? She knows I'm happy.

[Although!!]

When we were little she was a lot clingier though. But we both kind of were. [They'd been all the other had, after all.]

[ He's happy too but hearing it from her feels good. ]

So you've been friends for that long, huh? That's nice. Does she have powers like you as well?

[Shiho can't help but to bask a little in those positive feelings she can see in him, leaning a little closer.]

I've known her since I was five years old. And she does. That's how we met, at a daycare for espers.

[Though just really for the most powerful of espers which ended up being her, Kaoru and Aoi and then no one else.]

[ A daycare for espers, he wonders what that even looks like. A teacher showing kids how to bend spoons with their minds, or levitating objects. ]

Does she have the same ability as you?

[ The tingle of the moonlacing was subtle but pleasant as they walked. Many thoughts swirled in his head, mostly around Shiho, some about her powers, and the rest about the future. He wanted to know so much about her but didn't want it to sound like he was interviewing her. Who knew conversing was so hard when you focus on it so intently? ]

[It's basically one large, multi-level room full of toys for the mental and psychological development of little esper children. Except the teacher was terrified by the kids' powers and was only just barely holding that in. Even as a child Shiho had been familiar with the feeling of being slapped across the face by an adult for her powers.]

She's a psychokinetic so it's not the same. But adults were both scared of us so I guess that part was the same. [Even if Kaoru had been adorable even back then and Shiho had found it both incomprehensible and yet... understandable why the adults had been scared of them.]

...You can ask, you know. [She turns to smile at him, trusting him to lead her safely.] As long as I get to ask questions too.

[ Psychokenisis. The ability to move objects with the mind. Interesting. ]

I'd like to see that someday. It sounds handy.

[ Then her words earn a blush and an embarrassed smile. ]

Then, I've asked a couple already so it's your turn now. What do you want to know?

She'd describe it that way too. [Then again, Kaoru has always been the strong, positive one. Their powers are one of those things that is both handy... and yet so deeply terrifying. What if they hurt someone they loved because of their powers? What if they lost control? There were always too many variables.

Which is why she doesn't start with the burning, difficult questions. Instead:]

Tell me your birthday. What's your favourite thing about living here? If you could pick one meal to have for the rest of your life, what would it be? [Because they have plenty of time for difficult questions but for today, she kind of wants to start small, start easy, start at a first step.]

[ He smiles as he realizes he should have started with those kinds of questions first. Those were always so basic and kind of mundane when he went information hunting, other old habits from his career. He'll start training to turn that side of his brain off. ]

December eleven. [ A beat. ] It's actually the twelfth but, it's bad practice to celebrate anything on that date in my world so those born on that day either move up to the thirteenth or back to the eleventh. Though since thirteen is an unlucky number, everyone pretty much moves back.

[ 'Though that hasn't stopped me from quietly celebrating on the day itself', he thinks to himself while saying a quiet apology the people in his world. It's hard to be afraid of superstitions and monsters in the dark when he can shoot them in the face. ]

As for here...[ 'That's tough' ]...Well, I suppose it'd be how relatively peaceful things are here. Being able to just sit and relax without rushing from one place to the next is nice. [ 'Though things do get pretty pear shaped quickly as well' ]

As for the meal, that's easy. Sukiyaki. I could eat that stuff forever.

[ He's not kidding. If had to have one last meal, he'd have that. He's seriously thought about this. ]

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